So strong, so proud, so how?

i am very pissy today

i don't get why teachers really believe that i'm not studying well and proper, can it ever occur to them that i really cannot cannot CANNOT do the subject and that i'm already trying, and that i already know its my fault that the class standard is down and so they should really stop hitting my head with a hammer. sometimes people are really so very bitchy and mean, or perhaps their much to naive and innocent to actually observe and notice the small miniscule things that are occuring with every action that is made.
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